long time no post

So, I know I don't post very often and I'm sorry. This semester (which is almost over) has been such an emotional roller coaster for me I don't even know what to think. My life has changed so much in the last four months. I've gone from shyly coming out to my best friend sara cloud through a text message, to having dated two guys and now I have a boy friend whom I'm just head over heels for. Rob is so amazing I just can't wait to get through the week to spend the weekend with him. So I've recently gotton an internship with freescale, as you may know. I've signed a lease at longhorn landing appartments off of riverside. maybe not the best, but definately the cheapest fully furnished appartment money can buy that close to campus. I'm so happy to finally be moving out. It's so hard living two different lives, pretending to be straight at home,then being myself (which I am still discovering) around my friends. I have been neglecting several friends which kind of sucks but ya'll understand that being in a relationship is a time commitment. I guess I finally feel like everything is right in the world. I finally feel like i'm being me and it is great. so that being said...here's the new deal...

Last weekend was great. Friday I brought rob over to the house and we hung out in the south ATX for a while after shopping that afternoon. It was nice to have Rob over, but it sucks when I have to lock my bedroom door and hide my feelings when I'm at home. needless to say we won't be coming to my house anytime soon. I love being at his house because even though we don't overly flaunt our relationship, his parents know and respect our privacy at the least. So that saturday I took rob and my friend daniel to a party on campus, it was the mello Heaven and Hell party. There was over 100 pple there and to give you some idea...4 five gallong gatorade coolers filled with liquor so you could walk up with a shot glass and push the little button to dispense your shot...a 55 gallon trash can full of trash can punch...emptied before 1am...Iwas DD so I couldn't drink too much but it was just amazing! I took daniel and Rob home, daniel was drunk beyond beleif and got sick after I dropped him off. I brougt rob back to my place and he spent the night again. the next morning I took him home and ended up being WAY late for work, partly because I didn't realize I was schedualed at 10am, and partly due to traffic. It was ok because I have the coolest boss in the world, although I havn't seen him in like forever so it totally sucked that I didn't get the chance too. Last week was fairly uneventful. I spent the week working on lab reports and studying for an exam. It was one of those exams where I felt like I did horribly, so I probably did well...ya know what I mean.

hmmm...so what hapened this weekend. Thursday I had my exam then went to rob's house that afternoon. Rob and I hung out and camped out in his back yard in a tent, kinda goofy but soooo much fun. somehow friday I ended up getting a virus that just killed my computer so I had to bring rob to my house that morning to get my windows disk and reinstall windows. that took a while but it was just nice to get to spend so much time with rob. I ended up skpping all my classes yesterday, but being it was good friday I don't think it really mattered. We were up till like 4am this mornign playing roller coaster tycoon and wathcing ab fab. then we slept till noon, had breakfast, and I helped rob move his furniture so they could have the carpets cleaned. I've been home since 5pm, I cooked fillet minot and shrimp for dinner for the family and I have church plans tomorrow. What really sucks is I havn't seen rob since 4:45pm this afternoon and I already miss him tremendously. We have mall plans on thursday this week, which is the only thing making the week bearable. Things are geting busy now too.

I have a poster presentation on my semester research coming up in about two weeks, three weeks from now I have a paper due. I have a lab report due monday and another due a week from monday. I have a semester project due in two weeks, and on top of that I have to attempt to make family time. I am hoping that I will get to see some friends this week so if you want to meet just call me, I'd love to hang out. I move out on May 15th!!! I am so excited I just can't even wait...

so anyway until next time y'all, remeber, one night stands are fun, but syphillis lasts forever.

weekfinished update

first off I thought I would say that due to copyright laws, I had to make the subject as you see above. So this week/weekend has been great. I got a job offer from freescale semiconductor here in austin. I spent the weekend at Rob's and then went to a party saturday night. This party wasn't big, but I got really fucked up and then sunday morning, amidst some "wrestling" Rob asked me to be his boyfriend. I couldn't be happier and I am very excited to not be single after a long dry spell! So I had an absolutely amazing weekend. I took an exam friday that I am pretty sure I got a 100 on, I had coffee with a friend who I havn't seen in a while. Finally to top it all off, my favorite, and the most badass boss ever, has returned to Circuit City south side...woop woop. I am really excited to have him back, even though it's only until the end of the semester being is I have a 12 week internship full time. he did say that I could come back for the fall/holidays as a temp so that is good. I will really miss the circuit, although, I have full intentions of keeping in touch with everyone after I leave.
The best thing about staying in Austin this summer is that I will be here for my 21st birthday, and I can afford to move out which I intend on doing mid-may. I hope to move up to riverside, although I need to find a roomie!
anyway my sis just made me some chocolate covered strawberries so I must be going...until next time!